friends

When I opened up Google Reader this morning, a post from Kel read "There are no words... only tears." I knew immediately what I was going to find next... opening her entry confirmed the horrible truth, the one lone comment contained the name Natalie. Her son, Devin Alin, was stillborn.

I'm having one of those evenings where I'm feeling utterly depressed about a bunch of things...

There are three main things bothering me right now. One, I'm disorganized and easily distracted (hence the FlyLadying), to the point where I have a hard time FLYing because I get distracted doing that. Two, I'm fat and while I'm not happy about that, I can't seem to get myself to do much of anything to remedy that situation. Three, I feel like I have no friends and I've been sent out to battle everything alone.